Last night I was at my mum’s house and was just chatting when I cried. I cried when she asked how things were with BJ. The act of crying was a big sign to me that something’s not right… that I’m hurting.
I had been ticking along quite fine so hadn’t realised that something was really bothering me. It took a loved one to ask me how I was really for the real feelings to come out. It’s scary how easily it is to trick yourself into believing everything is fine.
I guess that happens when you’re not connected to yourself.
Tags: crying, disconnected, feelings, hurt, relationships
